I'm sorry...

Dead and Gone

life's a bitch
no matter what you're doing,
you're under monitoring by every individual
at the end of the day
you're gonna just ended up talking bad bout each other
bullshit.

i should slap myself harder
to wake myself up
from this nightmare.
i guess
it was once too sweet
and
it just went sweet no more.

miserable is just an excuse
i guess.
for now,
slapping myself harder each time
will be the best choice.

...that it has to end so ugly