I'm sorry...

Dead and Gone

life's a bitch
no matter what you're doing,
you're under monitoring by every individual
at the end of the day
you're gonna just ended up talking bad bout each other
bullshit.

i should slap myself harder
to wake myself up
from this nightmare.
i guess
it was once too sweet
and
it just went sweet no more.

miserable is just an excuse
i guess.
for now,
slapping myself harder each time
will be the best choice.

...that it has to end so ugly

It was one hell of a ridee...

Right Round - Flo Rida


words are such meaningful thing
when it has already tons of meaning for itself.
tho it can sound ugly at times
but if only one is strong enough to look into every meaning of it.

and honestly,
it took me quite some time to digest every single words
and to actuaclly understand every meaning of it.
questions has been asked
and conclusion has been made
for the better or worse i do not know.
but as it goes
it made me went crazy
for answers.

but some times in life
theres some thing should left untold,
unknown or clueless about it.
well answers are definitely good ofcause
but it might drag u down so hard
when you feel you're at the top.

this is life
theres no price of a fortune ladder
who bring you straight to your goals,
theres no shortcuts or any road open for you when you're born
to straight sucess or anything to go smoothly
like fairy tales who goes
happily ever after in the end.
it's bullshit.
seriously,
seriouslyyy.

tough moment comes by,
sweet moments comes by.
but all it matters
it done and it's over.


kitchen life is hectic
but it's cool
when you have a bunch of maniacs workers.
time flies,
and i'll miss you guys.
the only promise i can make
is to work hard from
mistake that you guys did
into some thing great.
well lets say i have a aim now (:
at least.

im so out of words.
to be continued?

...but it's a sweet one i can say (:

A false alarm...

unfortunately, maybe.

because of all the last minute things.

its cracking my brains.

and for that.

it'll wrap another term.

which means holiday !

(:

before that even happens.

finals are in two weeks time.

and i can't find anything to keep me awake.

to study ofcause.

i'll just fall asleep eventually.

blame the weather !

not even coffee is helping.

or i should just take the stronger ones.

which taste awful.

blaa !

off to so-called-study.

...woke me up from the dreams !

I no more believing in...

been busying up my ass lately.

nothing but hectic.

assignments & assessment are just everywhere.

 i concluded ½ of it only.

thankfully there's ½ more to go.

crazyy.

i didn't actually notice the time that actually went past me.

it is already week eight.

and i'm all left with three weeks till term three.

it's kinda disappointed for some reason.

but there's always better chances.

so well. 

i'm gonna miss you sir.  (:

after all the arguments they had for Avril Lavigne concert.

it's still on !

well for once i actually bought myself ticks.

for a concert ?

august dua puluh sembilan !

(:

don't work for the marks.

work for what you working for !

- Daniel Yong 

(:

 

...commitment and effort ! 

You were so...

Tuning into -

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

Tagged by Amanda !

RULE1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..
RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

berstone-ded and smile ?

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

getting through the impossible ?

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

a dog's ass ?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

spend the first quarter of the billion ? the rest yet to know.

5. What is so nice about your lover?

dont have one. nothing nice.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving someone ?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

till the times tick to the right moment 

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

diam diam liking the person ?

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

yea ? surviving the impossible ?

10. What takes you down the fastest?

the you ?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

earning big bucks ! yea right !

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

family ? you ?

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

hyper ! dumb ! amanda

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

what an option. single and rich ?

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up

cursing myself for not sleeping earlier !

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

yea ? yup ?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

just let it flow ! time will tell ?

18. What type of people do you hate?

the wanna be's !

...miss able-ded !

Cacat akal...

Tuning into -

Pictures Of You by The Last Goodnight

How many life can a pack of blood save?

Good job buddy.

Just for being generous for the blood.

Not on the some thingyy part.

Hahh. =)

...its twisting like never before

What exactly you pray for...

tuning into -

Im Yours by Jason Mraz

Ahh yes. Brain freeze.

Time kept ticking and im here still lost of words to blog.

Anyway.

There are questions left unanswered.

Curiosity is what im having.

Guess this is whyy i've not been sleeping well latelyy.

A knife will go thru my head if i were going to take sleeping pills.

Bla.

Im out.

Out of words.

If only words were much simple then it sounds.

...when u prayy?